Saturday, October 29, 2005

what to do now?

hm... lots of homework, lots of planning for extracurricular activities, lots to share to God and friends!! I can't manage my time anymore... why oh why is this happening to me???

Why am I overburdening myself when I have God to lean on to???!?!?! Why am I being stubborn and prideful?? Why stressed out??

ok.. let's see what to do....

hm...

get lots of sleep
spend lots of time with God
get real w/ each other (Dido committee and didomites and school friends)
research for exercise science (ah.. so much research to do)
study hard for bio, chem, algeo and PSE
work hard in piano (must pass grade 10 before summer 2006)
not lose my patience like on monday (me bad me bad.. sorry friends...)
stay cool in all situations
go to cooking class today (hm.. sushi)

****Look to God for everything!!!

Must get started.. no time to lose....yosh... ready. set. go!!!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Thanksgiving

lah lah lah it feels like forever I haven't written on this blog, let alone get any free time! So much work, so little time!! It seems as you age, time passes by soooo quickly...

It seems that grade 9 was yesterday, grade 3 was last year and .... well I can't remember being a baby.... only someone cuddling my head and protecting it from my evil bros!! haha Well he did always love my head... I wonder if my head is still as beautiful.. jkjk

anyhoo...back to topic... the summers pass by soo quickly that I feel like I want more rest, more this more that......

But i'm happy over all my blessings...benediction.. blessings from God

Actually i'm reading "The Prayer of Jabez". "Would you bless me, INDEED" was the first line of Jabez's prayer to God. At first I thought he was selfish, yup Bruce Wilkinson (the author) even said that many readers think that way... but actually God wants us to ASK HIM!

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." ~ Matthew 7:7

That verse, after memorizing since childhood, really hit home 2 nights ago. God DOES want us to ask, to seek and to knock, the rest, He will provide in His timing!

This thanksgiving holiday was my most memorable one!

Friday - Didomi thanksgiving Dinner!! So much laugh and praises to the Lord! Not enough food, but God provides and he provided with take-out. The desserts were awesome. Everyone contributed in planning and it's the first time I felt God leading ALL of the Didomites into the night and into His plan!! Awesome night!! I also drove my friends home.. yup yup me DRIVING!!

Sat, Sun, Mon - rest, friends night out, family night (actually, my oldest bro's b-day and like 4 other of my friends are the same... sooo neat!!) + Prayer of Jabez, and God using a simple yet deep verse to move my heart!!

Thank you God!! Thank you for the blessings!! No matter how many thank you I gave you, it wouldn't be enough compared to your Grace, your Son and you LOVE!