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speaking of hectic!

3 exams in 2 days... supposedly 3 in 1 day! I made it! I'm almost seeing the light..

Algeo is next... oh.. those lines, provings....

I'm been thinking a lot about how i'm spending my time...
school.. eat... sleep.... more school... eat... sleep....in between chatting with friends, getting connected, losing my mind and being thrown out of this world into my own little secluded world...

I'm wasting a lot of it doing nothing... and i've been telling ppl to live life to the fullest... I need to live life to the fullest! I need to take initiative and serve my purpose in life!

Also thinking back, i'm pretty selfish these days.. it's all about me...my marks, my future...I really need to change my mindset! God, God please help me!

I really got to tell this story...

so I was really stressed thurs b/c on fri I would have bio and chem exam... so i'm studying on bio and i've been thinking about fri's lunch... what i'm going to eat and where I would be eating...
then I started getting this nasty, bad stomach feeling.... the feeling of vomiting... so I told my mom.. then she just hugged me and she started praying!! WOW!! She prayed that I would relax, and she asked God to PROTECT me from the power of satan... the power of worrying and ruining my health!!

WOW! speechless.. I still feel that calmness and assurance from God!

Thank you God!!

Dark Tunnel

So yeah.... exams are coming... life is hectic...

it can be described like entering a dark tunnel. Smelling the moist air, feeling sweat building on my forehead. Hearing only my footsteps, my quick shallow breathing, and my heart pumping faster and faster. It feels like my heart would burst any moment...

I plead for my journey to stop, I want to see the end, see what's beyond the darkness...

suddenly, someone holds my hand, walks me down the road... at first it's silent, quiet and still....I feel encouraged to push forward, to conquer the world. The person just smiles and continues leading me on.....

i'm out of breath, i collapse... but the man just smiles, carries me between his arms, looking down on me like a fragile child. I can't stop but shed tears of gratefulness. We continue looking at the end of the tunnel, hoping that it would appear soon!

Thank you God!

New Year's resolution

hm... new year's resolution... man it's so hard to think about it..
but I came up with one!

1. Do not make a new year's resolution
2. Just live life to the fullest
3. Follow my purpose in life: to love God with all my heart, all my soul, all my mind and all my strength
4. BE THANKFUL for each day!

school exams are coming up! Getting stressed and impatient with waiting of exam schedule.. i'm getting nervous, which I shouldn't!

well for those who are planning to write exams, God bless! Whatever the outcome, remember God is faithful and just and HE will be with you always! That's a promise!