Thursday, August 03, 2006

Happy moments....

Ohh God is soo good indeed! I'm so happy!! Despite all the stress, all the busyness, all the cramming, all the hurt, I'm very thankful! God has blessed me with - mostly - an optimistic (but sometimes pessimistic) point of view and many times, I see things beyond what they seem to be. It's hard to see the good side of things but when you do, it's so fulfilling, it's so beautiful!

I think during this summer, I've grown so much spiritually, mentally and personality-wise. This past month, I've been put through situations requiring time management skills (lots of it), perseverance, lack of sleep and people-to-people skills. I've learned to suck things in despite the hurt and the pain. I've learned to work with people that I would rather not do so. I've learned to care for people and I've developped a thirst for compassion for them! It brings up a warm feeling, a satisfying and fulfilling wrap!

I've learned to be more encouraging, to be more bold in my faith and to be a 24/7 ambassador for Christ. I've learned to really give it up to God and trust in Him despite the circumstances and the stress! God is good indeed!

I've learned to take care of myself (somewhat).... do chores, clean around in the house, cook for myself (rarely.. luckily), do the laundry, make sure the house is tidy and neat, etc.... It's tough cleaning the house and, once again, I admire my mom's housekeeping skills and all that she does when she is around! All the chores and all the cleanliness, i've taken them for granted! Being independent will be hard... but I need to learn it, especially in uni! Until then.... haha